Self Indulgence


Wednesday, December 20, 2000
So, I'm either impatient, or the system to hook me up on the most recently blogs list is broken, or I am disqualified because the one time that they checked my page the HTML was not up to standard (my link to blogger wasn't working on the original test blog page that I made) and I've been stuck out in the cold. Actually, it kinda sucks. With the infrequency that I update this page, I could just have easily kept it in HTML and not given Blogger.com my FTP password. But - yeah - I didn't have to do it, no one is forcing me. I just really wanted that venue to have people see my site and come in.


I realize that most people actually don't read through too many blogs. Hell, I don't. I go to see if mine is listed, and, well - it never is. Then I leave in a huff. I think I would update more often if I had the delusion working for me that people would actually see this...


Right now Chum wants to shoot me. Yes, I realize that I'm being self-important and whining about blogging. But but but... it is called Self-Indulgance for a reason.


One day I'll figure out how to make the public happy...


Tuesday, December 19, 2000
You know, for a site named Hammered.com you would think that I would talk about drinking a hell of a lot more. I know what you are thinking, I've really missed my calling with this website - I should really hand it over to a drunken fratboy. Maybe I can find a team of drunken fratboys to force me to drink alcohol until I am near death - then I will know that they are truly my brothers and we can bond like no others.


Sometimes I wish I had joined a frat. It's such a pain constantly coming up with novel ways to be an asshole. I wish I had that comfortable stereotype to fall back on occasionally...


Monday, December 18, 2000
I'm down to one week left at work this year... if I fade away again for a bit, its due to the fact that a) I have 4 more work days until I have to have every project done that is due by the end of the year and b) I'm off to Seattle to spend almost two weeks with Lise! So... I'll probably be gone for most of the rest of the year... FYI.